New fresh start.

helloo . (': 

yesterday wasnt being good to me. 

i had cca , ran two rounds , did shuttle run , starjumps , pumping ..

then i texted calvin.. he replied at first but , slowly , i got no reply from him

sigh , i know im annoying .. but what can i do ?

we dont text for days , we dont mention to each other for days.

when was the last time we had a good chat ?

texted you goodnight last night , you didnt reply .. fine..

you texted other girls , and yes im sure of it..

today , mention you .. talked awhile .

pm you in audi , offline str away.

saw you online in fb , next moment offline.

are you avoiding me ..?

please tell me all the truth. im really too upset.

i tried starting a conv to chat ..

but i feel you didnt put any fucking effort in to reply me..

why ? can i have the old you back ?

ever since you and unicorn got together ..

i find that my ass is no longer the old ass.

is a new ass who dont want to talk to me anymore..

why ? what did i do ?..

sigh .. i told myself , i have to forget you.

but , i will tend to stalk your twitter , re-read all the text ..

and one text stayed in my heart .. " I never replace you .. "

was this sentence a lie from the very beginning ? 

if it is tell me , i let go fast .

i just really what my old ass back ..

the one i make fun of .. the one i love , as an ass..

the one i worry about day and night thinking what is he doing ? is he okay ?

but i know all this dont matter to you alr ..

i miss all the past.. i really miss you..

please make the effort to start the conv first , and conti the conv..

and yes , all this are from the bottom of my heart okay ..

just have a happy life ahead.. i wont bother you anymore since im annoying.. (': 

tata .. xx