breakdown.

overdued.

Thanks Marco for the Lollipops ! :D

( my pretty photography and photobomb-ed by some guy's leg ):< )

Boo , ahgua.

today's.

hey lovelies , readers , haters , strangers.

i really really hate myself now , somehow.

why him ? many guys why him ? 

i couldnt forget him for days. i couldnt forget the pain .

but today , the pain came back. when in the first place , he is not mine ?..

why was i so afraid that the past is going to replay itself . why ?

dear pain / past ,

dont come haunting me again please ?

i'll stop dreaming just to make you stop all the pain you're causing me.

now only Xinbby and Perryn knows . 

hope it wont spread. sigh.

im trying my best to smile. fake smile , anything.

i cant . the pain , it hurts . 

why did it rewind. ilovehim . but , i just dont wish to get hurt the same way again .

like last year . please .. 

tata x..