rewind.♥

So hello.

last post was on 24december. so i'll start rewinding whathappen during the days ?

25th December ♥ ;

Stay homed all the way till it was around 4 , went over to grandma's . 

So yes. there was a full spread of food . yumyum , christmastree full of presents and obviously , chilling with cousin. one awesome night spent like this. how i wish it was christmas every day . don't you ?

26th December ♥ ;

okay , to be honest , i totally forgotten how i spent this day. but i remember it being joyful. ohyes , went christmas shopping for my own present from grandfather. i know its quite stupid. but hey , at least i got more presents right ? HAHA . okay . ohya , went to buy school books. thanks to shirley , i dont have to queue for the books. before that went to TampinesNorthPri . miss that school alot.. then went to school , aftr that went to compass , saw girlf and esther there - happy girl - aftr that went to whitesands . HAHA . Tampines to Punggol to Sengkang to Pasir Ris. 

27th December ♥ ;

Cousin's Future-in-laws came. didnt get to see them tho .. but still , busy helping out with cousin's ROM cake. - sucha nice cousin he has no ? /points to myself/ -

okay , guess thats all for the rewinds.

5 more days to school , ohno .. grooming check , fail straight away. le me sigh .

okay , tata x.

makeover.

SUCK IT UP NERDMARCO.

Hehe , hi again loves.

Bestfriend just woke up. like a finally bestfriend ):< .

Laughing at the conv with NerdMarco.

He doesn't like my background picture.

saw what , not nice. TSK .

Its nice okay , SO SUCK IT UP MARCO. - middle finger -

hehe. naughty girl ehy me ? well , came back to blog just for fun.

9gag - ing Marco now. LOOOL . i feel so naughty . :B

okay , tata x 

Eve of Christmas morning.❅

A very good morning to all loves , readers , strangers , haters. x

Aren't you excited ? Tomorrow is Christmas ! Presents ! Yay !

Yesterday was Christmas service. The star was just amazing..

Didnt went to Dare but went to the normal service. I was just shocked by the whole place.

So well , after Service. played " Hide and Seek " At star with NerdMarco ! Hehe .

he lost :B . Going to wear Suspenders next sunday to take picture with me. 

But i havent found the spec i want ): - panic -

Ate at the star yesterday. yumyumyum !

HEHE . after that went to Bishan , Mummy's Friend's House , for GIFT EXCHANGE !

And guess what i got :p ? A BOX OF HEAVENLY CHOCOLATES. - Melts - 

I guess i have the best gift hur ? :b so well , whole night was spent like this.

Watch Thai Ghost Show with Le Boys. Should have taken a picture of their face ): .

After that was Birthday cake ! to my ErJie ( Cousin ) and Kelvin ! 

Happy birthday to both of you ! xx May God Bless.

Uncle buying Tribal casing for me.. WEEHEEEEE .

Gah , i really really cant wait for christmas. a day closer.. the more i cant wait.

Okay , i guess i shall stop blogging.

Tata x.

Merry Christmas ! May God Bless ! ❅

We could run away.

Hello Readers , loves , stranger , haters. 

Bryan ;

Hey Bestfriend. x thanks for all the comforts you gave me when i was really upset . thanks for being silly with me everytime. iknow at times , you're upset. but you can talk to me alr ? im really happy that you didnt leave me . remember that time when i was playing candle , and i accidentally burn myself ? Ha .. you're like the first guy friend who treated me so well with care. thanks bestfriend. (': iloveyou.

Marco ;

Hey nerdy ! remember we must take photo ~~ wear lens somemore ! HAHA . but i want take picture with you wearing suspenders. you will look like the kings of nerd ! HA . anyways , thanks for being there for me when Lim and i broke up . instead of being like Lim , Nic , Gab .. you still cared for me. like a big brother to me. hehe , thanks again okie ? remember give me your blog link hor ! :3

Joycelyn , Wenshan , Alicia , Vivian , Jingen , Esther , Valerie ;

'Le girls ! thank for being there for me through my hardest time and mostly , breakups. thanks girls.. im really happy to actually be friend with all of you . going through thick and thin together. laugh , cry together. ups and down , but we are still standing and staying strong. i miss all of you so much during this holiday.. more then ever . i love you girls (': .. muahmuah !

Justinn ;

Hey son. thanks for being my listening ear at times. even when you still guailan me alot , thanks uh .. takecare during 2013 okay ? i hope we still can stay this relationship where we kid around , make a fool of ourselves and mostly , hang out after school like we always do with Toh , Chris , Anthony ? iknow you and Chris bueygam. buy after all , there are your friends from sec1 . so , stay cheerful okay ? (:

Ling ;

Hey panda . cheer up okay ? remember my super duper long whatsapp ? just be who you are. and if he really want to whack you call me. i'll be there. dont have to be afraid of him. its like encouraging him to be like this. anyways , last with who you are with now. anything just call me. i'll be your listening ear for life. okay ? loveyou x.

6.4`2010 ;

I left the last note last. and yes , its 6.4 `2010 . im really sorry if i couldnt meet up for this whole year. im really feeling very guilty . but i'll try to meet okay ? i miss how close i was with all of you before. i remember one outing , almost half of the class came right ? haha , i really want all outings to be like this. not 1/4 of the class. but 1/2. when are we meeting Miss Teo ? or should i say Mrs Ding ? Haha , i miss all the cute lovely moments with all of you. every single one of you. iloveyou all x..

19-12-2012 ∞

hello. updating via phobe. since i got nothing to do and i feel like blogging ?
hehe. anyways , woke up in a bad mood. after ranting , im feeling so much better.
okay , tbh i dont really like blogging via phobe. i also dontknow what am i typing cause there is a "send feedback" tab. ok lol .

im really tired these few days. is like , gah .. forget it.
anyways , 6 more days to Christmas !! ♡♡ .
hehe , yayy.

well , short post today i guess ?

goodbye. x

Happiness.

Hello loves , readers , haters , strangers .

church today. like what Pastor Lawrence said , i control my emotions.

Audi down. le me sigh . didnt text alot today. didnt have the right mood.

im missing all this girls day by day. le sigh >:

didnt meet them all during this holiday.

only saw Joycelyn and Wenshan.

maybe meeting Alicia to buy books together. weehee. 

8 girls. different class. we are still one. 

we used to be bigger remember ? we used to have 4 guys in our group .

one left after another. well , its okay right <: ?

Hehe , well guess i should end soon or maybe here ?

teehees , byebye x.

coming to an end.

Hello dearies , lovelies , readers , haters , strangers x.

logged since i touched this blog , this comp. Heh .

so well its the 15th of December alr. 20 more days to Jesus' birthday! ☺☺

and 16 more days till this year ends. so it leads to 18 more days to school.......... /cries/ but at the mean time laugh with joy.

New Year Wishlist ☺

1.  Be a happygirl98 .

2. Have more freedom.

3. Get good grades in Sec3.

4. Be more of a goodgirl ? 

5. My love ones to smile.

6. Be more bonded to Ahava. ☺

7. Own lappy.

8. LOSE WEIGHT !

9. Be a level head in Cca

i guess that is it for now (: ? 

now that my wishlist is like , somehow done..

time to rant.

I gained. fuck that shit. im not suppose to gain okay!

and i am taller by 0.1 -- .

but the best part is my spline ( idontknow how the hell i spell it )

got smaller ! from 5cm to 2cm ! PRAISE THE LORD.

had it since birth. and now , it went smaller ! Yayy !

but blood count still not up to normal.

but also not that bad. okay , o.o ..

other then that .. my week is still okay.

thinking about memories from ex. HAHAHAHAH .....

okay , tata x.

Save Your Heart.

Boo.

#nowplaying ; Save You Tonight. 

okay , tbh .. addicted to this song.

going to otp with Bestfriend later ~~~~~

yay ! happygirl98 here !

holding back those tears.

he only break ya.

actually , i really dont know what to blog .

but suddenly , mentions appeared my used to be close friend ,

i became upset. like why ?

i really dont know why . please tell me why ?

ohya , watched x-factor last night.

Cece's legs are for die please ! #iwant her legs.. T.T

sleep wasnt bothered by anyone today. yayzz.

i really hope today will go the way i want to .

a happy life a teen girl always wanted. (': .

okay , shall replay all of stevie hoang's songs. 

not feeling so right. idk why either.

tata x.

love ? fairytale ? what is that ?

Hello loves , readers , haters , strangers .

went to grandma's new house today . did some cleaning and gotten pay from aunt.

yayy . Best friend wasnt so upset as yesterday , that i am happy.

im all smileys. 

but why when i start blogging , i dont feel right ? 

suddenly thoughts running through my mind.

replaying all of Stevie Hoang's songs..

why all of a sudden ? 

i knew Stevie Hoang's songs because of one guy .

SEAN CHAN Y.S.

suddenly thought of what happen through all this months .

yup , our friendship faded.

remembering he was the first guy friend to hear me cry otp .

sigh , first one i went to when i needed help .

but not anymore . why are we fading ?

sigh , i dont feel like im impt to him anymore..

i realise he always come to me when he wants something.

sigh , why ..

anyways , sad moments - delete - .

Best friend dont want me to be upset. loves dont want me to be upset.

i must be a happy girl . 

a happy happy girl ..

going to otp with best friend tmr. hope he dont wake up too late.

and hope im not as busy as today .

no pictures for today anyways.

just a long wordy post .. 

#nowplaying ; all i have is love..

love ? whats that ?

i dont believe in all this shits anymore. 

it hurts , and the cut will just get deeper. no ? (': 

tata x.

roses.

Goodmorning Loves , Readers , Strangers , Haters. 

i just hope i'll have a happy day today .

maybe happy because im skyping with ma bestfriend ?

or because i want to let go of him ?

idontknow.

today 5th december , 20 more days to Jesus' birthday !

yayy ! not going to join Ahava on the Christmas celebration..

following mummy >: .

okay , anyways .. bought a new preorder bag from NICA ! 

yayy pleasee. christmas present from grandma. weeeheeee ~~ 

i just hope i'll sty this happy today .

the whole day , (: ..

okay , tata x..

hi , ilovedyou. ♥

  cute isnt he ? loves♥  

 

Warm greetings to Loves , Readers , Haters , Strangers .

I just hate everything now.

im like liking a hongster ? sigh , revenge i guess ?

life is not nice to me today .

fought with Sean again .

GAHHHHH .....

forget it , at least Bryan is there for me. 

even when he is like just my bestfriend , 

he is a really good best friend.

he my bestfriend okay >: . 

cannot steal .. >: 

watching PewDiePie's vids with sister. 

laughing my ass off i guess :D ?

HAHA . okay , end here. continue watching.

bye loves. x

breakdown.

overdued.

Thanks Marco for the Lollipops ! :D

( my pretty photography and photobomb-ed by some guy's leg ):< )

Boo , ahgua.

today's.

hey lovelies , readers , haters , strangers.

i really really hate myself now , somehow.

why him ? many guys why him ? 

i couldnt forget him for days. i couldnt forget the pain .

but today , the pain came back. when in the first place , he is not mine ?..

why was i so afraid that the past is going to replay itself . why ?

dear pain / past ,

dont come haunting me again please ?

i'll stop dreaming just to make you stop all the pain you're causing me.

now only Xinbby and Perryn knows . 

hope it wont spread. sigh.

im trying my best to smile. fake smile , anything.

i cant . the pain , it hurts . 

why did it rewind. ilovehim . but , i just dont wish to get hurt the same way again .

like last year . please .. 

tata x..