short post.

bb prince.. i miss you . but it is alright.

you moved on. i wont hold on. im giving up.. still gonna miss you .. but 

still have to carry on with life right ?

i just wish that we were still the same. laughing at the weirdest things ,

you pulling my bag , pushing me . cheered me on in Napfa.. exams. all....

To Chin Liang , I Miss You. 

haha... but youdont ... life.. live to the fullest okay bb ? 

-twinklelyn

t i r e d. ✡

So yea . was gone for so long. Hello..

this week isnt good for me. E - X - A - M - S W - E - E - K ...

3 more papers left. 2 Listening Compre and POA...

i hate myself... why is this always happening to me ? lies , being cheated , insecurities .. everything.. why is this always happening to me ? im losing all the people who was once closed to me. 

and also , im always tempted to smoke , self harm , punch the wall everything.. to take all the pain away .. even getting drunk.. i dont mind that . i mean like crying every night . it feels better. but haha... swollen eyes only. no one will care or bother why. but if i slit ? self harm ? will people start caring ? haha , im an attention seeker. like what you said isnt it ?.. 

yes , i feel like an attention seeker. i want your attention on me. but its ok.. it is ok.. i will be fine. really .

trying not to break down infront of you .. or my girls is a very tiring thing to do.. i dont want you to feel guilty .. i just dont want you to.. you feel guilty , i'll feel bad.. well , to be honest .. i dont know if YOU WILL FEEL GUILTY. but its okay ! // Is it possible for us to be more than friends ? //

More than Friends - Stevie Hoang <': ..

I must really thank Sean for introducing me Stevie Hoang... his songs are perfect for my feelings everytime when im down.. haha... Thanks Sean.. <': 

now really , what are we. friends ? Strangers ? im sure we are not brothers , best friends..

its okay.. we just need time. haha .. well , shall just end here. // Goodbye x..

- Twinkle ✡